I wonder...

if, the more I feel like a failure, the more I'm actually being successful?

How warped is that?

The reason why I wonder this, is because the last paper I wrote for school was the one I was the least pleased with - and still, looking over it again, I see some glaring needs for edits, but I got another A....a still higher one, even.

Thus far, I have gotten scores of 18 (A-), 18, 19 (still higher A-), and 20 (highest A-) with 21 being a perfect scored paper.

On that note...I am going to take a nap. I was up late last night...worrying, researching, writing.