I've Got the Blahs

Where hast my motivation gone?

Alas! Alas! I cannot find it.

Not hither, not thither.

And thus no work gets done, my brain goes numb,

And fatty carbs help me mind it.

Crappy prose, I know.

But it captures life for me for the past several weeks.

I'm just not motivated to do ANYthing. Hiding from God, myself, and work.

Eating to medicate.

I stepped on the scale this morning and I'm in a new weight class.

I have to stop this pattern.

But that would require motivation.

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